Title: One Voice

Gender: Female

Age: 25

Sun Sign: Sagittarius

Chinese Sign: Water Boar

Location: Toronto

I am one voice….

I am just one.

Without the sound of my heart…

                    Sluggishly beating in time with the warrior drum of my soul…

                                                                    Urging me forward,

                                                    Always

                                                    Consistently

                                                    Urgently… always…

                                                                    Onward.

I would not know that I am alive.

Automatic automaton routinely clicking away.

Moving forward. I must move forward.

I must. I must.

Each heart beat another step towards the inevitable.

Each step, a step for tedium, misery, and lies.

Blindly working.

                    Waking with a sense of incompletion,

                                                                                    Forgetting what I was missing…

…blindly groping for some semblance of knowing

when I had lost myself.

.

                    Half blind, mind numb, sluggish and unaware.                                               I stumbled into rarity.

                                                                    A voice that led me from my impotent consistency.

                                                                                    Singing in tune with mine, when my throat had been worn from seeking

                                                                                                    Warmth that encouraged reciprocation.

                                                                    Truth that hurt.

                                                                                    Truth that awakened.

                                                                                                                    Truth that beat in time… with my warrior drums.

                                                                                                                                    Unlike any other, like a rare species of butterfly;

Electric blue                                              among the gray.

Incandescent .

.

Stop to listen.

Eyes wide open.

Heart-beats a flutter.

My Rebirth in the sound and knowledge of your coming.

Behind closed eyes,

I see the explosion of my world falling apart.

and I see.

.

                                    I wake in the silence of the night just to hear you breathing.

                    I lean my head forward to lightly touch your forehead.

                                                                                    Needing your touch.

                                                                                    Needing to feel.

                                                                                    Needing to know…

                                                                                                    Your warmth reminding me that its real.

                    I peer through the darkness,

                                                    enveloped in the warmth of your arm and your legs entangled with mine…

    Fancying that I can see you…

In the dark I find myself,

drifting in and out of an endless sea of dreams that take me from one place to another.

I dreamt that once,  I was but one voice….

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